Tuesday, January 24, 2012

New milestones come with tears

With every new thing Ever does I cry. I cry because I'm so happy that I get to have her in my life and I cry because I have another baby who never got to be. Ever warms my heart with every little smile and coo. Just the other night she was having a "conversation" with her Grammy (See video). She is 11 weeks & 6 days old in the video.

Over the past few days she has become more vocal. I'm so happy to have her in my life but I am holding onto the pain of not having her sister, Brinley, here as well. I'm seeing everyday what I missed out on with Brinley and that is hard on the heart.