Thursday, December 9, 2010

December is here

So I got the thermometer today. A new month is upon us so it is time to try again. I will be greatly disappointed if I don't get pregnant this month. Firstly because I the Chinese calendar says I should have a girl if I get pregnant this month. I mean I have all this girl stuff to use. Also because he/she would be due about September and I want to have a September baby. Of course I would be happy with whatever happens as long as I have a healthy baby at the end.

I am trying to relax more and not dwell on getting pregnant. God give me the strength, courage, and calmness I need to make it through another pregnancy.