Having to wait

Well I decided to take the test from the last post. It was negative. I then started my period on the following Monday. It took a whole 41 days for my second cycle to end. How am I supposed to be able to know when it is time to baby dance if my cycles are so crazy? So I am waiting for this period to end so we can go for another shot at it this month. Wish me luck.

Do I take the test?

A year ago today I found out I was pregnant you can read about that here. So my question now is do I take the pregnancy test again today? I am not sure if my periods are back on schedule or not. According to the app I have on my phone I should have started my period yesterday and I haven't started it yet. From cycle 1 to cycle 2 it was 33 days so I am on cycle day 35 right now....

I think I am going to take the test before I go to bed. I have one left. I really don't think I am pregnant but maybe I'm trying not to get my hopes up. My friend wants me to wait till next year to try so I can be pregnant with her because she is planning on trying then for her 3rd child. If I am pregnant now and everything goes well I could have a baby and be ready to get pregnant again next year with her. That would be fun to be pregnant with someone. I had several of my friends that were pregnant with me this past year but they have all decided that they were done after this child. It was fun but it also sucks now because I get to watch their kids grow up and know that Brinley should have been right there with them.